this morning was begin with my usual routine. as usual, i was overslept, so i have to skip my breakfast in ordelir to not come late to the school.

then, when i was half running to my class, i saw many of my school mates gathered around in the alleyway on the second floor. when i came to them, i heard some of them saying, "really! mr.kurni says that!", and the other looks shocked and... sad, probably.

then, i asked my friend what's happening.
"they said that Bill from 10A is died."

shocked.

then the rest of the morning was filled every ears with the news.

then, our first subject teacher for today came, and explains everything.

so, he got a very fatal accident yesterday. he was hit by a car, then he fell off to the street, then a bus came, and run him over.

and yesterday was his birthday
and he was like, yelling to his whole friends, "don't forget my birthday! don't forget to buy me presents!"

man, today feels like a dream... i can't think clearly, and i feel very very tired and sleepy, even though i have done nothing that spend a lot of energy.

personally, i don't really know him... well, i just saw him everyday on the school, and a few times on the basketball field, a few times performing in front of the whole school playing with the band as the guitarist, etcetera..
but most people, when we came to his house for the last time before his funeral, they cried for him, including me.

for the truth, this makes me feel very... scared. because.. you can't really know people's future. and maybe... it could be my turns next. or her. or him. tomorrow. next month. next weeek. i dunno, only God knows..

i have never lost someone veeeery closed to me, and i'm really scared for it and wish it would never happen to me. I WISH.

but, people come and go... what can i do?? I WISH I CAN FIGHT THE DEATHGOD.


rest in peace, dear our friend, Daniel Bill Reza Sitompul [07-05-1992 - 07-05-2008]
we'll never forget you


<s>S : it's kinda stupid, but today makes me really think of it. will my friends cried for me like they did with Bill if i died tomorrow? ah, stupid me. maybe i will get a karma later because of this moronic thinking</s>